Its all wrong

i cant go back.
what would it prove anyway?
you cant change the past.
you said you'd always be there for me.
but your not.
its because of me.
its my fault.

Dont

wait untill everthing is just right.
it will never be perfect.
there will always be challenges, obstacles,
and less then perfect conditions.
so what?
get started now.
with each step you take,
you will grow stronger and stronger,
more and more skilled,
more and more self-confident,
and more and more successfull.

i am

grounded...

heres why:
it was thursday night and it hadnt been going that well.
i was even late to my NHS induction ceremony.
And on top of my bad day i was sick as a dog
who ever thought you could cough soo much. its crazy.
Home alone with my sister at 12 30 am, we decide to go out.
hello 24 hour starbucks! then stony brook campus.
how did it get soo late? 2 30 am? wow.
my phone rings, i didnt even have to look at who it was...
dad "what are you doing out at almost 3 am on a school night?"
crap...

i want

someone to know who i am
without pretending to.

sunsine.

Take time, look at the sunshine
have mine, its better on you anyway.